happy hmmmmm

i am almost done! i have complete the coursework for nursing school and am currently enjoying the crazy ER for my 8 twelves. it is grand, disgusting, smelly, ridiculous, sad, exciting, fast, and fun, with just the right amount of crazy mixed in. did i mention i love it? did you know that you can have pus that is the consistency of cottage cheese fill up your bladder and that the only way to get any urine out is to push on your bladder so that the horrendous concoction of blood urine and pus can be expelled.... can you imagine...? oh yes, i assure you it... is... possible. just don't ask me about the smell, now that can do me in. it is strong enough to make me question the very nature of my being in nursing school, to second guess this career choice and to think for a few moments that maybe, just maybe.. i am not getting paid enough. i regress, it was fun, it is fun, and anyone who has the chance to triage their way to me is lucky enough to be treated by me. i am great with a needle.
this being done was weird at first, day one after finals, pure lazy bliss, day two... was more like what's next, what am i going to do today, getting stir crazy, getting a little freaked out that i had nothing to do, the longest day of my life. ok ok so i might be a little a d d or o c d, either one, who knows? what i can do is do nothing if i have a good book to read. so that is what i did, i bought 5 books to read. balance restored. this month brings many new beginnings, lots of closure for me and my family. i embark on new goals and aspirations, hannah is happy mom is making breakfast, painting her nails and just "being silly" again. hubby is happy wifey is cooking, able to sit on the couch for awhile with him and have time for other things i am not disclosing (thats my other website, lol, jk, jk) family is happy, i think, that i am done. probably because i am not racing to get off the phone.
anyway i look forward to more time and fun with friends and family. for all of those out there, i thank each and every one of you for help, support, encouragement, for forgiving my repeated absences and most importantly for your love and friendship during these hectic two years. i could not have done it without you. hey i might even have more time for this thing, maybe i'll add some pics (kel) ... maybe..
love you all.